I been sooo busy to update. -.- Sorry about that...

Alot of things have been happing in these past few weeks.. and I have a feeling it will start getting more busy tho.. -.- Am really tried in trying to explain it all.. maybe later on.. just a fast update.

I got a Bed! Yep! Now I dont have to sleep on the floor.

But anyways.....

~.~ am so irritated right now! Nikki came over today and gave me a bed. I liked the bed it was super nice of her to go to the trouble and get it for me.

Than we kinda set it up and I go with her to cash her check and go get somethingt o eat for the house and come back we set down and watch TV. My dad watching this "Dark Ages" something, I asked a qiestion. All I wanted to know if there was wizard and dragons at that time of age.. and I talked to..

Mom: Will Lisa, if you ever watch this kind of thing You would understand...
Nikki: Yes! So if u get any idea for your book, U can write it down.
Me: I just wanted to know tho.. geez...
Nikki/Mom: Watch it...
me: ~.~ (I wont ask again, I'll look it up, and beside am doing just fine on my book has it is.)

Tha so I go in my room and look up bus times for nikki because she needed to know something.. So I check everything up for her and she ask me if I could go to 7/11 for her. I side fine. and Am tryingt o find some drawings I wanted to show her and here comes bridget (Nikki was going to meet her at the house) Bridget rang the doorbell and mom let Bridget in.

1ST!!! am going to put this stright out!! I am not JEALOUS of anyone.

Anyways, Bridget came into my room where Nikki was, I didn't say anything to her very much and I showed some drawing to Nikki and than Nikki gave me money to go buy her somethings at 7/11. So I garb my jacket and Nikki was all over Bridget.. ~.~

Like I said am not jealous or anything, why would I be jealous or something to dumb. I just everytime Nikki with Bridget they act like they are the best sisters in the world. ever snice Bridget was born Nikki has always been all over her. Me! On the other had was always talked bad to and made fun of by Nikki. so I growed up really dis-likeing Nikki.

So everytime I see them together I feel like am being pushed aside! ~.~ and I really dislike that feeling! You know, I got past of dis-liking Nikki for everything she did to me when I was growing up that. and I mean she did alot of mean things to me.. and I throwed it out and started something new. So we have been kinda cool at times. But this her and Bridget thing, still gets me irritated tho.

I came back from the store and right away Bridget started on my dog (Dog name: Girl) eyes. On how I should clean her eyes out and such.. I told her I did it when I got up and beide I can't do anything about that. They are small trumors on her eyes.. and she like

Bridget: No!
me: Yes, they are!
Bridget: No they are not! Ha right!
Me: They are.. The vet told me they are!
Nikki: Really? aw, poor Girl.
Bridget: Really?!

-SCREAMS- I was getting soo mad. and than she starts on my ferret! saying I should take really good care of her (ferret) snice she the ONLY FERRET LEFT! ~.~ She should get good food food and all.

me:I give her alot of hugs and let her play almost everyday!
Bridget: Oh! She needs more water...
me: She has two things of Water there. So its good.
Bridget: She needs clean water!
me: I gave her clean water yesturday.

OMG OMG!!! This from a girl who didn't take of the ferret that just died two weeks ago! I was the one cleaning and play and giving them clean water and food everyday for his REMINING DAYS!!! So in time her Ferret became mine!! Then Nikki told her to stop being a jerk.. so Bridget backed off.. than Bridget asked Nikki for a cigg and Nikki gave her one. Than Bridget went over to my window and open the window and the screen. I looked and told her to please shut it.. and Bridget like: WHHYYYY!!!

Then Nikki gets in on me.. saying why does she need to shut it.. and tells me.. "Your just worried a cat will get out." No, I wasn't worried about that. I just didn't want it open.. Gosh, this is my room. have you ever heard of RESPECT one's room? I guess not... I guess am the only one in and out of my house that has that! ~.~ I guess not.. Am reallt thankful for the bed and all. but Am sooo freaking irritated with everyone right now..

I don't really care if anyone in my family read this post...

-shakes- I wont be able to sleep tonight..

My younger sister just had to set it off, all because she wnated her boyfriend to sleep over and my mom said "No". The next thing I know, my mom walks out to the living room and they start yelling at each other. -falls- My nervs are out of wack and Am shakeing all over the place... ~.~ I can't seem to calm myself down.. -shakes-

Aw, man this sucks! No sleep for me -.- Aw.....Don't they care about my nervous and stress problems at all? I dont think so.. ~.~

This Sucks!

It took me an hour! But I finally got the mouse and throwed it the end of the yard and I ran after it to make sure it didn't come back.

My brother and sister said we should kill it. I said NO! I refuse to kill it. Its like killing an animal like a Cat or a Dog! So no killing!

So they went to work and I was the one trying to get the mouse.. Snice we live by a park.. Our backyard is right by the park, u just need to jump the fince and your there.

Well that park has mice I guess, snice now its getting colder and all they want a nice warm place to stay.. ~.~ So I REFUSE to kill it..

But anyways, I did get it after an hour of setting ont he drying having a nervous brakedown.

That was the 1st time ever in my life I saw one and it runs SUPER FAST! for just a 5.in mouse!

Yes, it was very creepy! and all day long I was trying to think why the cats where walking on thin ice and looking around. @.@ Now I know..

But now its all done.. and I hope there is no more.. Because knowing my cat blossom she would bring me a mouse... @.@ Oh! please no!

XD Now am all nervous.. HAHAHA!!

OMG!!!

There a MOUSE IN THE HOUSE!!! its in the bathroom.. its only a small mouse!! It runs fast! damn it!

The DAMN cable company and go stick it somwhere!

I went in there and asked if I could be put on any kind of discount and the women told me "No, you have to wait 6months and then come back in and ask. Or you can buy another movie channel and be put on one."

~.~ If I went that way and got another movie channel, my bill will sky rocket more when the 6 months are over with and then I take off the movie channel It will even more sky rocket! There no win here ~.~ Grrr -slaps them-

Nikki (Older sister) and me where haveing some fun with wigs ^.^


Me! I took off my glassers off. She said I looked cute.. Who knows XD!!


Nikki, I think she looks cool there ^.^

Am getting worried! I haven't talked with rainbowgirly778 for two whole days now!

My mom got a one week free pass to the Y.M.C.A and now she wants to go swimming and she wants me to go -.- am not a big fan in swimming tho.

I use to like swimming, but now days I really dont. If I had to do anything I would go to the gym and work out tho.

Tonight when my brother and sister at work, Ten to One she will want to go -.-

I didn't know cable could run so high..

This month I have to pay $183.00. Its strange, because if I take something off my whole cable goes up.. ~.~ they always have a catch 22. Oh well!

I'll pay it anyways.. Maybe, if am lucky I can see if I can get some discount. ^.^!

I was working on some things, my mom called me to I went to see what she wanted and she lead me to the front door and told me to look outside by the tree and flowers.

I took a look and at 1st I though it was a small fox. Come to find out it was a small orange and white kitty cat. I went out there and called it over to me. Which it came.. and Yeah, I would even try and call a fox over to me.. I think foxs are cute!

I gave it alots and lots of pets and I even picked him up. He seems very happy! I also gave him hugs!

I told him I would name him Goku, but he slaped my hand. So I said okay! I'll name u Sanzo snice u like to slap poeple!! and he started rolling all over the ground! sooo kawaii!!

I shall name him and he shall be mine! even though he has a home to go too!! If I ever see him again! I'll call him little Sanzo intil he grows up more. ^^

Anyways, I told him I had to go in now and he should go home!! and he I guess he listen to me, because he wasn't there anymore when I looked outside! SOOO KAWAII!

I reall have to get my eyes check sometime next month..

I did have them checked in Nov 2005, But the lens are sooo big! they are like an BIG lens... and they make my head hurts so I have to stay with my old glassers..

My old glassers are 7 years old. I have been wearing them, because I can't wear the ones I got.

My heath plain will only let me get my eyes checked every 24 months and if the eye dr messes up.. its my problem.. and they did.. -sigh-

But man, I really dont feel like paying 500.00 for glassers ;_; Thats wayyy too much!

But I can't see the TV anymore... and If I can see the tv anymore.. I can't see the Sub anymore.. -sigh I guess I got to do it.. ;_;

My whole family is just FUCKED UP!

I got paid today, I went and gave my mom $308.00 in rent and then I paid the Tv bill that was $154.00. That left me $95.00.
So I went and for my dad something for $5.00 so I ha!d 90.00 left over. Then I come home and my mom blowing up, because there really isn't any money left for thngs she need. My dad gave her 400.00 earlyer and she had to pay bills.

So I went and gave her my $90.00 and she grabed the money out of my hands very rudly.. so I go mad and told her off. Then she start yelling like a five year old.. God!
My dad was told from his work to go home, because he messed up his logs and he did too many miles in one month.. So they told him to go home for two weeks with no pay..
Hey Shit happens... But my mom doens't care... She just yells and yells about it...

All Fucked up! God! Inside of just talking about it.. They yell about it! ~.~ What grown ups!