Waa.. Am so sad!

Today (Well Yesturday) My little girl got her 4 month old shots.. Wa! I was playing with her when the women did it.

Sylvanis was smileing at me and then her etes went so wide and she started to cry.. WAAA I feel so bad for her. So after it was done, her daddy and I went to wal-mart with her and got her a new outfit. Wa.. My poor baby! I hope she forgives me.

Other then that, I haven't heard anything from the in -laws and I dont think I will... Oh well, will am off to bed it's been such a long day.. I just though I would do a small update.

I would like to thank visual_ken for this great REBORN Layout.. thank you...

Now.. Remember I was telling you all about my mother-in-law.. Will there is more..

I mailed her a 5 page letter telling her how I feel and how she been teating Fred and Sylvanis... She got the letter and called Fred right away, and started bitching him out, because of it. She also told him, because of me now she is moving out of state and will no loner see us. -.- OMG A DRAMAQUEEN!! Yep and she also told Fred " I will miss you for a awhile..." OMG!! How mean to tell her son that... that also pissed me off. She just hated to finally hear the thruth....

IN other news, my little girl is doing great.. Am having some problems trying to get her to sleep in hor own bed (crib) she has been asleeping with Fred and I in the middle... She seems to love it. Also my hand is doing okay.. I can finally pick up my little one, but OMG does it still hurt... Oh my hubby found something sooo funny and I want to show it to you all...

U know, I though I would go on my myspace page and see what's been going on.. and when sign on. I see my MOTHER-IN-LAW said some really mean things about us... like how we dont like her see her grandchild and everything.. OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!

Look woman! It's called we have been busy.. I just had Hand surgery and it HURTS!! like hell.. and another things.. Why doens't she get off her LAZY ASS!! and get in the car and drive to where we live and come see her grandchild..... If she really wants to see her.. GET OF OF BED U BITCH!!!! Dont go around talking bad about us, if you dont want to do anything...

The true reason why we moved out of that house of her was because the woman doesn't know how to KEEP THE FUCKING HOUSE CLEAN!!!!!!!!!!!!! it is always FUCKING DIRY!! Oh! just u way until I call her up.. If she really wants to see her grandchild sooo bad... She knows were we live... GET OFF YOU LAZY FUCKING ASS AND COME SEE HER... And dont say things behide our back's thinking we will feel like shit. Guess what it didn't work..

Son of a Bitch!!! Now my left hand hurts alot more, because I was useing it... Thanks Alot BITCH

On the 3rd I went and had to get some surgery done on my left hand.... It's hurts so much. I can't pick up Sylvanis or even help out with her. So am really sad about it.. I can't seem to move my hand at all. I just hope it heals by the time July comes.. Fred and I are haveing this fake wedding thing and a few people are coming, some of them thinks it's real tho -_- so stress there right.... I can't type thats all so I will end it here. I'll try and update again soon.

Snice I can't help myself, but to show my little girl off.. XD isn't she just awsome and dont forget is just SUPER CUTE!!

HAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOOKIE!

It's like walking on fucking ice in this fucking house... What the hell do they want us to do, Do they want us to move out?

Fred and I took Sylvanis to see the Dr today and then my mom pulls up to get gas and she doesn't even tell us that we have to give her the money for the gas.. She just says "25.00 on pump 4" no THANK YOU no NOTHING!! I wouldn't mind paying for it, if she only asked nicely and said thank you afterwords...

Snice that big huge fight they had. Fred and I feel like we are walking on ice and that is WRONG!!! they need to grow up. If this keeps up am going to tell them that if they want us out of here and we are leaving next month... Or even now..

We got back from the Dr office and she tells my dad to wake her up at 12:30 when she knew I needed to go get something for my hand at 12pm.. She is really pissing me off. My mother is being such a bitch.. I didn't move back for this shit! I moved back so Sylvanis would have a better place to live.

Why is it that I though of doing something good for my family that it back fires on me..

I can't stand it..I feel like everything is my doing..
Am just really to pack my things and walk out and see if people can get along without me...

My hubby found this pic of Sylvanas she this person in the game World of Warcraft.. I was wondering if anyone could make this pic of her into a layout for me!!! If you could I would be most happy!!!




Oh Yes! the new Icon was made by my hubby chiistar Thank you!! love ya!

Here a new pic of Sylvanis and me...

For the past two nights, I have not gotten any sleep.. Will I know I haven't gotten any sleep for a while now, but for the past two nights I haven't gotten any sleep at all. Sylvanis just doesn't want to go to sleep in her own crib and wants to sleep with Daddy and mommy.. OMG! she only two weeks old and she wants to walk and stand and hold her own things... Wow!!!

Anyways, my hubby came down with a cold last week and I took him to the ER to get some meds and then guess what, I came down with the cold >=.=< I dont blame my hubby for giving me the cold lol!! I knew it would happen sooner or later tho.. I just wish Sylvanis wont come down with it.. But if she does, I can take her to the Dr that very day.. Which is really good to me.. Will I have to go Sylvanis has a blood test she needs to get done.. I'll update more later.. Ja!

When I woke up today my water I think broke.. So am on my way to the hosptial now.. just a small update.. I shall update more when things are over now.....

I went to the OBGYN today and she told me that am 2cm along... thats better then nothing I guess.. Well at 1st the dr walked in and looked at me and said "Will tomorrow is the baby due date" and I looked and her and said "DUH!" XD.. The dr also told me the baby is still really high up.. >-.-< Like I know what Sylvanis is thinking.. LOL!

I can't belive I said that out load.. LOL!!! She gave me a funny look.. Will she did check me and everything and told me that she going to call the hospital and make a day to get the baby out if she doens't come out by next Friday... So She did.. So if Sylvanis doens't come out between now and next Friday she will be taken out.. I guess thats fine..

Other then that... I haven't really done much of anything.. just been tried. Very tried, but can't seem to sleep tho.. it's driving me crazy!!! I go to bed at 2am and wake up at 5am, sometimes 4am.. Like I said it drives me crazy!! Will thats about it... >^.^

I dont know why I feel so gloomy tho..... -sigh-

Anyways!!! I only have a week left and the baby should be here.. Her due date is Feb 20th...^.^ We have all the things we need for her and he packed everthing we need for the trip the the hospital and I just saw my OBGYN today, and she told me the baby is doing just fine.. her heartbeat is 147.. Which I think is good tho... Other then that I dont really have much news tho. So I'll give you more of an update when some things happen... >^.^

Omg! What the heck... Today I should have knew there would be some kind of fight in this house... ~.~

Whats new.. Nothing ever changes in my mother house.. Today my little sister started up with her shit.. So I went down on her for opening something that I got to eat. I told her she should of asked me for it and not just open it.. ~.~ She just really pissing me off..

Then she comes back and says she getting over 200.00 in food stamps and Yeah, I got mad because I have food stamps and am having a baby and I only get $25.00 and shit.. Am going down to the food stamp office tomorrow and throw a fit with them...

I think I'll go and take a walk to cool down...

I dont know what everyone problem is today, but am really sick of it..

About a month or so ago, I was telling my mom about us (Fred and I) about moving in with her and maybe some of the cats should maybe find some new homes or something.. But than we changed our minds.

Just a few mins ago, I guess my mom was annoyed and I told her that she just needs to clam down. Next thing I know she says that her luck sucks and snice I talked to her about some of the cats should find new homes, things have gone wrong.. and my dad's weekly checks stop and their luck hasn't been good.

Now, I get the idea that she bleming me for their bad luck... That does make me sad and upset that she would say something like that.. God! I dont think that has anything to do with that.. -crys- I just think thats wrong... I dont even feel like talking to her at all right now.

God! The people who had the most bad luck is Fred and I. There is nothing going right for us at all, and if I wasn't tried and could set up longer.. I would make a HUGE LIST! of all our bad luck. Now I think I'll go to bed.

EDIT: My mom did come and knock on the door and said she was sorry for what she said, but am still kinda upset and mad with her.